Broken Pieces
A couple of weeks ago I found myself at our local hospital. Not a particularly unusual occurrence given Hugo’s situation. However this time I wasn’t there for Hugo, I was there for me. I’d been to the doctors that morning…
My Other Child
A few months ago I posted a photo of Henry on Facebook. We were on a day out, just me and him. A treat day to spoil him a little, because it’s tough when you’re the sibling of a child…
Bring it on 2018!
So, we have reached 2018, the year Hugo will finish treatment. It feels significant. The countdown can well and truly begin. I remember, just after Hugo was diagnosed, reading that treatment for his type of leukaemia would last just over…
One Day Cancer, You Will Be a Dot
Today it has been 2 years, 4 months and 5 days since Hugo was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukaemia. The significance of this day? He was 2 years, 4 months and 5 days old at the time of diagnosis.…
A Bumpy Road
A few months ago I wrote about a bump in the road. Hugo had broken his leg and there were questions over his bone density and muscle weakness. My head was spinning with all the ‘what ifs’ as we waited…
He is Here
So September has arrived, which means the start of both Childhood Cancer Awareness Month and Blood Cancer Awareness Month. A month where I try to raise awareness, to fundraise and share an insight into the world of childhood cancer. A…
Things I Have Learnt
It has now been 2 years since Hugo was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukaemia. 24 months of our strange, new, cancer filled life. The learning curve has been steep and I’m pretty sure it’s not done yet. Here are a…
Today I cried
Today I cried. Not a huge great sob fest, just a little tear, catching me unaware. I cry fairly easily. Sad books or films on the TV, even adverts have been known to set me off. However I don’t often…
Watching and Waiting
When Hugo started the maintenance phase of treatment 14 months ago, we were warned that there would be hospital admissions. That Hugo’s low immunity would make him susceptible to infections and that his inability to fight these infections would likely…
Today I am Stopping
Once in a while, on rare occasions, things go just how you would like them to. All the pieces of the jigsaw fit together. An imagined ideal that seemed so out of reach becomes a reality. All too often…
